It is only our belief that we are trapped that keeps us bound where we are….Livonne
As some of you will know I’ve spent the weeks over Christmas and the New Year moving into a new home. After shifting comes the mammoth task of setting a new home up. I gave myself all of January off so I could concentrate on getting it just as I wanted it and then come February, I was to hit the ground running with works for exhibition as well as a few new series I have planned. Sounds easy doesn’t it? Take a month off I said. It’ll be good I said.. Wrong!
Yesterday, I couldn’t take the lack of creativity another minute. Yes, I should have been unpacking and setting up things how I want them. Yes, I should have been doing some gardening. Yes, I should have been working on other stuff but my brain was screaming at me to create something… anything.
Luckily I have some lovely friends who are happy to pose for me whenever I want to shoot something in particular. I got in touch with Janet and she happily agreed to be my model. I had planned to shoot outside, however the beautiful mountains mists came in which, while beautiful and inspiring, played havoc with my plans. So instead, I set up an area inside, cut heaps of ivy off my fence and set about quickly planning something different.
I was inspired by the restless, trapped feeling I had when I had this self imposed break from creating. Even though it was me that set the rules, I felt bound by them. I could have stuck to my plan of not shooting over January but sometimes we have to listen to that creative voice that says “just do it”. So I cast off those shackles and lost myself in what I love doing. Yes my lounge room was a mess but it was so worth it.
I still have some more images to be edited but these three are the first of them. Oh it felt so good to be creating again.