It is only our belief that we are trapped that keeps us bound where we are….Livonne
As some of you will know I’ve spent the weeks over Christmas and the New Year moving into a new home. After shifting comes the mammoth task of setting a new home up. I gave myself all of January off so I could concentrate on getting it just as I wanted it and then come February, I was to hit the ground running with works for exhibition as well as a few new series I have planned. Sounds easy doesn’t it? Take a month off I said. It’ll be good I said.. Wrong!
Yesterday, I couldn’t take the lack of creativity another minute. Yes, I should have been unpacking and setting up things how I want them. Yes, I should have been doing some gardening. Yes, I should have been working on other stuff but my brain was screaming at me to create something… anything.
Luckily I have some lovely friends who are happy to pose for me whenever I want to shoot something in particular. I got in touch with Janet and she happily agreed to be my model. I had planned to shoot outside, however the beautiful mountains mists came in which, while beautiful and inspiring, played havoc with my plans. So instead, I set up an area inside, cut heaps of ivy off my fence and set about quickly planning something different.
I was inspired by the restless, trapped feeling I had when I had this self imposed break from creating. Even though it was me that set the rules, I felt bound by them. I could have stuck to my plan of not shooting over January but sometimes we have to listen to that creative voice that says “just do it”. So I cast off those shackles and lost myself in what I love doing. Yes my lounge room was a mess but it was so worth it.
I still have some more images to be edited but these three are the first of them. Oh it felt so good to be creating again.
Survival was more than the preservation of life. It was tenacity in the face of ruin, an unbroken resolve in the midst of defeat, a glimmer of hope in the maelstrom….. and peace despite the wreckage…..Jocelyn Murray
Well, I’m back. I’ve finished the shift finally and am (almost) settled in the new place. I have shifted many times in my life and I felt this harder than I have before. I guess I must be starting to feel my age. Everything seems heavier than it has before but regardless, it’s done and I’m finding the new place slowly but surely.
I haven’t started really started shooting yet this year which is not like me at all but soon I’ll be making up for that. I have many, many shoots planned and images dreamed up. It was important to be settled first though as this year is looking like being huge. I have travel plans and exhibitions happening so it will be all go. I am planning my first solo exhibition this year too and there are lots of exciting things happening with that.
I’ve been planning it since last year and have actually shot a few pictures for the images I have in mind. One of the models involved was the lovely Ramana and whilst this is not the image which will be part of the exhibition, it was a favourite that screamed to be edited. I guess it’s how I’m feeling a little bit too at the moment.. Finally feeling a little bit of peace after the storm.
Home is where the heart is… even if you can’t remember which box you packed it in…..
I know I’ve been conspicuously absent of late. I’ve been shifting house and right on Christmas/New Year to boot. It’s been a really crazy few weeks, but as soon as my new place resembles a house rather than a cardboard box storage centre, I’ll be back with my camera and my imagination. 2017 is set to be a really special year.. Bring it on I say!